Monday, March 26, 2007

Friday, March 23, 2007

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Gideon - Were-Cat


character portrait for a friend.

Monday, March 19, 2007

My Weekend

I just love it when I don't remember my weekend. Example; This weekend. I spent the entire time in my room with a raging migraine. I'm telling you it's not normal. I woke up saturday with it, and went to bed sunday. Chuck had the kids and helped, which I appreciated, but I still feel like road kill. Now I'm at work and I just want to die. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Friday, March 16, 2007

Dream Dream Dream


Last night, I had a dream Ben Affleck followed me home. I have to admit, I'm pretty hot stuff in my dreams. This one started at a charity event in New York, and he followed me home, which ironically looked like the old bungalow home my Aunt Vickie had on her property in Duryea.

I'm not even a Ben Affleck fan, but he was persistant and sweet, and really really hot.

Makes me want to go back to bed...

So, having time at work, I googled Ben!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ben_Affleck

I also must mention that in the dream the only reason I even ran circles with a celebrity was because I was at some big knob charity event. Then I see my horoscope which reads;

A desire to make the world a better place fills your heart. You've got just the know-how and stick-to-itiveness to actually put your desires into action. Start small, and look to your community for places that need help.

So, maybe it's trying to tell me something.

Sign up for Charity to meet Hot Rich guys?

Hmm, possibilities, but I have my hands full at the moment, so I'll pass.

I also googled dreams and their meanings;

http://www.dreammoods.com/

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Personal Drama

You know I've been busy the last couple weeks, and I just haven't had much time to sit down and talk to anyone. This has been neglectfull to Mike, which I regret, but sometimes I'm just too tired to pick up the phone when someone calls. Now, I'm at work, and I get an e-mail from Mike telling me that Chuck CALLED him and said we were still sleeping together.

WTF!!!!

I am so pissed. As I've said before, Chuck has been absolutetly POISON to any relationship I have ever had. He says I'm not being completely honest with Mike, but wtf, what business is it of Chuck's? I think he wants me to admit I'm still madly in love with him and can't live without him.

Yes, I want Chuck around, for the KIDS , and I like having another adult in the house occassionally, but this does not make me want him back in a relationship living in the same house. and this is just another example of why I can't have any personal attachments.

I just can't help but think how hurtful this is to Mike, even if it's not true, and how this makes me as a grown adult look when I continue to let Chuck do this to me. How stupid I look and how many times I ignore the fact that I should have cut him off completely along time ago.

Friday, March 9, 2007

Friday, March 2, 2007

Thursday, March 1, 2007