You know I've been busy the last couple weeks, and I just haven't had much time to sit down and talk to anyone. This has been neglectfull to Mike, which I regret, but sometimes I'm just too tired to pick up the phone when someone calls. Now, I'm at work, and I get an e-mail from Mike telling me that Chuck CALLED him and said we were still sleeping together.
WTF!!!!
I am so pissed. As I've said before, Chuck has been absolutetly POISON to any relationship I have ever had. He says I'm not being completely honest with Mike, but wtf, what business is it of Chuck's? I think he wants me to admit I'm still madly in love with him and can't live without him.
Yes, I want Chuck around, for the KIDS , and I like having another adult in the house occassionally, but this does not make me want him back in a relationship living in the same house. and this is just another example of why I can't have any personal attachments.
I just can't help but think how hurtful this is to Mike, even if it's not true, and how this makes me as a grown adult look when I continue to let Chuck do this to me. How stupid I look and how many times I ignore the fact that I should have cut him off completely along time ago.
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One day you will have enough. It is hard to completely get rid of someone who has been in your life for so long, but there is only so much you can take before you reach a breaking point. Men suck. They are very jealous creatures and can not handle someone who is remotly interested in something that is or was theirs. I swear they feel like if they "tap" it it's theres forever. When you have kids forget about it. They feel like they own something between your legs. I HATE MEN!
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