Sick

I woke up this morning sick, but I still went to work. My throaght is clogged, my nose is stuffed and I feel like sleeping. I can't take off any more time until like.. march, or else I jeopardize my job. To top it off, chuck is trying to give me a guilt trip about my plans for febuary. Gahh! just leave me alone! I've already been accused of talking about chuck too much, and this is why! I can't get a moment's peace about anything, and when I think I will, it's just a big fat lie because eventually the whining and crying starts up again. I know that sounds cold, and uncaring of his feelings, but I worked four years to make him happy.. and wtf, no point in crying over something that is done and over with. God knows, if we get back together, we get back together. We're never going to be totally out of each other's lives.. but give this to me, this one iota of privacy in my own personal life. Let me see if someone can make me happy where someone didn't. If it makes you feel like shit, well, I'm sorry! I really am! but.. dammit, leave me alone about it! Go stew somewhere else because your dripping on my make-believe happiness!